Why is that every time i see him..my hearts overrules my mind! Why cant I ignore his presence and act indifferent? This is the first time in my life I felt this way for someone...so I still cant get a sense of what this feeling is exactly...hope that It is just a simple crush that is gone in the wind soon. I keep telling myself to just forget and even ignore him but the more I retract myself..more I think about it later. He probably does not have the wildest clue that I have crush on him..so I am safe that way. I just wish I don't have to see him everyday and distract myself...but that gullible brown eyes defeat my nuero signals just in that micro second glance................
